why am i still in my pajamas?

pachavidayoga — Tue, 22 Sep 2009 09:01:38 +0000

I started off this morning trying to design a website. I am a yoga teacher. I teach you what you, as in the bigger you, the one outside this material world, already innately know. I study ways of breathing that will activate your kundalini, ways of shaping your body to nourish and heal you, ways of being that will lead you to universal love. And I need to make a living doing that. I have tried other things, but it is always yoga. Some people are doctors, I am a yogi. How does one be that in 2009? I am trying to figure that out.

I have been on this computer for 14 hours. My first full vacation day from mom duty was spent trying to find a webpage template that didn’t feel like the 80′s. As of now, it’s not even up (who knows what’s up there now..www.pachavidayoga.com) but my search did lead me here. so at least i have a blog. but i’m sure not many of you live in maui. so i still need to figure out how to make a living being a yogi.

How do we shine amidst the dark? By being the light.

Is this thing on?

pachavidayoga — Tue, 22 Sep 2009 08:57:09 +0000

I am not a monoblogger. I am a diablogger. I like to have realtime feedback, something to propel me into the next stream of consciousness. I suppose I can have a diablog within that stream of consciousness, I mean, there are certainly enough voices. I don’t mean for real mentally ill type voices. Just the normalized, neurotic ocd types of voices that everyone I know seems to have going on inside their heads. So is that what blogs are? A hard copy of our mental ramblings, genius, thoughts?

How do you start?? do you just grab one thought out of a thousand that zip through your sea of consciousness every minute, follow it and type?

how do you trust that what you’re writing is something that makes any sense or that anyone else would want to read it? or does that even matter? what if you change your mind after you’ve written and posted a blog? do people write nasty comments, like on youtube?

PachaVidaYoga

why am i still in my pajamas?

Is this thing on?